from Grammar of the Cage
by Pam Ore
Cutting Up Tamba
(The biggest lives
need the littlest knives.)
All night we handed her favorites:
donuts, Starburst and cigarettes.
By morning, in April, we met snow-faced
and tiny as professionals.
Killing her was simple: a stainless needle
tapped into her tree-trunk leg
poison pumped in from a 5 gallon drum
like reverse maple syrup.
She fell backward in broad daylight,
hard, the wrong way after standing
on her own all that elephant time
on her crushed leg, too-late diagnosis.
It took a necklace of iron chain
and a John Deere back hoe
to drag her head off the drinker,
get her down to the concrete floor.
The researchers and scientists moved in
like a cloudbank, with wishlists and priorities:
The distal 12” of trunk and her head,
for the olfactory pits,
go to the gas lab for chemical
gateway studies; Seattle wants
her reproductive tract—they’re not sure
what for. The curator set the order,
then 15 of us, like crows, with hayhooks and x-acto knives,
began cutting up Tamba
into scientific, then renderable pieces.
After 6 hours, our failure was easy to lift,
carry off in 25 lb. chunks, in 200 garbage bags
on a flatbed truck.
(Her flesh was deep purple, her fat bright and gold.
We worked fast in the blood, before she got cold.)
